Once and Alcoholic… - 960
Union Gospel Mission
Meet Tod Randall, UGM Warehouse Manager
Tod Randall is a logistics guy. He’s all about moving information
or product from point A to point B in a systematic, organized way –
all while conserving resources and keeping meticulous records– a
perfect match as the warehouse manager for Union Gospel Mission where
he oversees the constant receipt and dispersal of food donations (an
estimated $2 million per year).
The thing is, Tod didn’t come to UGM as an employee. He came as a
guest. His dad dropped him off after Tod got out of detox.
“I think I tried to break into his house. I don’t remember any of
this…I ended up living with my sister for a while. She kicked me out.
I lived with my dad, stole stuff from the people I loved, the people
who did nothing but support me…things that even now, just thinking
about it and talking about it, I still cannot imagine that I did, but
“Finally, it came to the point that my father, God bless him, just
said, ‘Enough. What are you doing? You’re not my son right now. I
don’t even know you.’ And he brought me here. That was just before
“It was, of course, shocking. Absolutely shocking to me.”
Tod had been, by almost every definition, a success. He was
married with children, a hard worker, owned a house and cars.
“I hate to use the term ‘functional alcoholic,’ but you know, I
was going to work, caring for my kids. I was never abusive or mean. I
didn’t come home drunk and screaming, none of that. I just checked
out. I stopped going to soccer games and conferences…Bath time that
had been my thing every single night that I did with my kids, I just
Tod’s marriage ended. He lost his house. One of his cars was
repossessed. He stopped going to work, and he ended up at the UGM
As soon as he arrived, he started getting his act together. “When
I’m sober, I’m a very functional person. Immediately, I got my job
back.” By July, he had moved out.
And then, he relapsed again. “In a bad, bad way. I just took off
How Low Can You Go
When his family found him, Tod was sleeping under the bridge just
up the street from the UGM Men’s Shelter. “I was about as low as you
He checked back in to the Mission. Asked what was different this
time, Tod said, “I started praying again, and I just, I handed it all
to him. I was done. I thought for sure my ex-wife would not let me see
my kids anymore. I also thought for certain that my family was
absolutely done with me…So I gave it all to him. I said, ‘I’m done
doing this my way. I can’t; it’s not working.’ And from there on out,
for the next several months, what I did most often was pray and
Tod especially enjoys Thursday night chapel – testimony night. He
learns by listening to others, and he immersed himself in community.
“It was all me before. It was all me, me, me. I felt like I was in
control of everything, and I am not.
“I felt like if anything was wrong or anything was right, it had
something to do with me. I could fix it or I was the one that was
making it right. I’m not. I can’t fix everything. I can’t do anything
unless God, unless he allows me to do it. And without praying and
asking for guidance on a daily, sometimes hourly basis, I would not be
“That was the main difference. I just gave up all my own stuff,
stopped worrying about the car that had been repossessed, stopped
worrying about having to short sale the house…you know, whatever, it’s
garbage. It’s nothing.
“I have my kids and I have my family.”
Work Ethic Was Not the Problem
Work has never been a problem for Tod. “Laziness did not put me
here. I am not lazy. That’s one thing I can say for certain. I am a
very hard worker. And logistics, for me, is something that kind of
UGM Food Services Director Russell MacKenzie recognized Tod’s work
ethic and organizational skills right from the beginning and moved him
from the dish pit to the coolers. Eventually, the warehouse position
opened and Tod stepped into it on a temporary basis – all the while
continuing to live at the Mission, surrounded by community.
Today, he’s thriving, and the warehouse is operating smoothly
under his leadership.
Tod said he considers it a privilege to work alongside fellow
Mission residents. “First of all, I’m no different than any of them.
None. I’m made exactly the same. We all have our own skill set.
Everybody here has something they can add. Everybody does. The thing
is, a lot of these guys, just like me when I first got here, they
don’t know what that is. They have no idea. So, if I do anything well
or different, it’s that I get out of the way enough to kind of see
what that is.
“I generally do a fairly decent job of picking out strengths in
people…Then telling them so they know. So many of them don’t
know…These guys just need a win.”
Tod is a role model, a friend, a listening ear. He can relate to
what the men living here have been through and knows firsthand the
transformation he can bring about.
Visit www.uniongospelmission.org to see how you can have an impact
on people like Tod in your community.